i don't want to make things awkward but i am dead without you i feel like a ghost stumbling around in the dark searching for your hand the hands that once made me feel so safe the hands that kept me warm but it was your hands that did this to me it was your hands that killed me you can't be the ****** weapon and the search party you can't be the the car crash and the emergency room you can't be my drunk father and the bed i go to hide under i cut myself on the sharpest ******* parts of u anyways i loved you enough it destroyed me and i am just the headstone you don't put flowers on anymore