I sit there thinking what did I do? So I just messed up everything by telling him how I feel. Isn't that what I'm suppose to do.. Tell the man that I love what is going down inside my head. He looks at me like I'm some kind of monster. Like I am too crazy, foolish, and disgusting. I don't know how else to make things better other than leave him alone like he wants me to. But why would I want to do that? Why would I leave this person who I gave my heart to over something so simple? Well I guess I should do it to make him happy right... But just know... I will never forget you.