i always knew i had your eyes it was a strange feeling knowing i had the windows to a soul i never knew
deep set, greenish blues but that was all we shared she said
there is a picture of you and i, only one you with your shirt off holding me in my nursery pink walls and and a bassinet not holding me the way you held her downβwith your weight on top forcing yourself inside another fathers daughter
somewhere in maine that man has a picture of his daughter he held her even after you where were you for my lips spilling blood? my eyes surrounded by beaten rings where were you?
the whites of my eyes went red from the pressure of trying to breathe through hands too tight i spent days in the shower trying to just drain the filth from the inside out i cant get it out it sends impulses to my brain it makes me flinch at gentle hands
there is a picture of you and i only one somewhere down at the bottom of a box stored away and that is the only place you have ever been to me