I
am a victim of more than just lust
But of false love
of decorating my heart with yellow jackets and calling it joy

I
am not of black and white
because that does not discriminate in heart to judge of color of another

I
am a man
who has lost faith in belief and choice
someone to advantage of my skin of my soul
and gave me something i have bury so dark it rocks me whole

But
I
remain strong
fall and get back up
yet i do this alone