you helped me find my voice I will not easily discard it and your "suggestions" resemble commands what you call a comfort zone is me my feelings my way of thinking and speaking my representations to the world declarations of who and what I am contentment can be found there for there is peace in me success is formulated not in well-rounded-ness but in focusing on one's strengths and many of my poems were not written in or for comfort they were labored in life's pain I can write in other voices the full human spectrum is inside us all I can try different styles and forms experiments and departures I have a whole heart with lifetimes of experience to draw upon but in the long run in the end even posthumously I can be only me