Somehow in my dream two weary nights ago
you stood before me with short blonde and purple hair.
My long black hair grew purple streaks as well.
We walked together along the campus 'twas not awkward though felt so real
like our girls nights were back in the day when
You were happy and I had some personal security.
I woke up and looked around as I sat in bed.
I wondered where you were.
You were not there and are never there anymore.
I'll always remember how I tried to apologize and reassure you and waited all night for that text.
For months I checked my phone and not one text was from you.
Today if I see you I will breakdown and hope you will be desired to put your arms around me as well.
I have not forgotten our inside jokes and how we became best friends.
Today I'm down and recovering from the fights and misbehaved individuals who will
never learn.
I am alone and sad all the time so much is showing that is inside of me.
What I'm saying and what I have hidden for years is said in sum,
I need you back in my life.
Will you come back to me?
Can I be on your mind just
One
Last
Time?