i don’t belong here

its like a box
slowly growing smaller
and encroaching my mind

its like an entire lifetime of sugar and fast food
waiting to fill my arteries
and suppressing my blood and bones

its like a chaotic muddle of yarn
tangled around me
and suffocating my soul

its killing me
but its also killing you

i keep wishing for the adventure
filling the time with inevitable annoyance
and trying to forget, like they all say

you see my unhappiness
and try to fix it,
try to fill the voids of unhappiness

but it can’t be fixed

because i don’t belong here
because its killing me
because its killing you