I was the loneliest child in the class
My heart was ready to break and shatter into a million pieces like glass
Depression was the only thing I thought I had
I was just a mistake, a wish gone bad
My life was a wreck, you could call me the titanic
I heard too many voices got lost in the sound, I was nowhere near tympanic
They put me below them all, I was hiding beneath the earth
I thought my life didn't have any worth
My heart was nothing but a cave a hollow trench just wasn't the same
My friends abandoned me, when they were around me they were ashamed
I couldn't take all the pain I just wanted to escape and die
I only listened to suicide, and I believed every lie
They told me the negatives about myself
They were parasites lowering my health
As the future came nearer my will grew stronger
I realized I had to let go of the pain I couldn't carry it any longer
So I decided to put a new lock on my life and get a new code
The only problem was I still found those bumps in the road
I thought it was all gone but each one kept coming back
I thought I had met the met one but it was betrayal and zero trust so I had to accept the fact
All those painful events in my life torn my skin apart like a dog's mange
But November 6th 2015 was the turning point in my life the day it all changed
I came into in the light and the darkness was defeated
The devil use up all his tricks on me they were depleted
I had God by my side and I was following his plan
My mother gave her testimony and I found a girl that I think can help me take stand
I'm glad the suicide left and i'm glad the devil quit
Because this is the life I wouldn't give anything for because its just the perfect fit
I love who I am and my life's more than pleasant
This is how my life was over the years from Past To Present