The scavengers will pick at her carcass
Until there is nothing remaining

And then I will be left to pick up the pieces
Of their greedy consummation
once more

I will of course recieve their generous gift
graciously
and with compassion I will welcome.the discarded shell

a sense of urgency i was not aware i was capable of
To rebuild her for them
maybe not so perfect this time

so she will be back sooner