The blue in the sky suddenly had been taken away and replace with colors that scream anger
I try to touch... That heart of yours
Your big smile the one that I felt in love with..it seems painful on your face
We are laying here listening to rain that no longer brings nostalgia, because it sounds like earth is throwing rocks at us
I try to touch... Again
But you're solid under the layers of skin
and I feel the rocks fall on my chest..every single one
I'm trying
I feel myself lose air, while I feel you gaining it
Your smile is back and for a second the rocks feel like actual rain
Your heart beats they are back as well
But you're not smiling because of me and your heart doesn't beat for me
I'm losing
Air
I am nothing while you feel like everything
I'm breathless now, I feel dizzy and I also feel pain
This pain I have never felt
I gave myself to you
Half and then half my heart is what you got
I watch you walk away with all of it
But suddenly the sky is not angry
And the rain feels like rain
I was keeping you in, I was the toxic one this time
now I'm heartless
I look for love in things that can only love me back
you left me heartless
I can only love things that can't change
you made me weak
I'm too broken,too weak
-S.A.M.M