Mom put "White Christmas" on and we sat around the TV while yelling and talking and not really watching. We drank and I thought of Hemingway and Bukowski, because they drank and wrote a lot. And I sat down to write, without worrying about editing, and I wrote this particular poem. 8 glasses of cider later, I sit in silence, listening for inspiration. I don't think any is coming, but often good times don't result in poetry.