Dreams of childhood dementia Castrated from ones own mind Self delusions of a grandeur time When the flames are snuffed around you You never do realize where that horrid disease lays Apathy is the killer of death And the givingness of life It rules over all of time But allows single iotas to roam free When this familiar world crumbled I wanted to be remembered for something Other than my silent gaze And my hollow words I'm sorry I can't care more I'm sorry I couldn't I couldn't care enough Because now you are gone