The mother feels Accomplished. Finished. By the the birth of the child. Then the rest of the life Weighs down on him. I have seen it. I have felt it. And on her death bed At least he will Be there. And that idea will be passed Through generations. But I do not like children. I do not like putting others Under pressure. So who will hold my hand When my time comes? I carry All the love In the world With nowhere To place it.