what hunts you in reality,
may not be there in your sleeps.


what hurts you in reality,
vanishes when you go to sleep.


but sometimes,
it all comes back in the sleep,
as the nightmare.



those moments relived in there,
they give the tremors to my body.


they make me afraid to go back into sleep,
they make my normality vanish,
maybe I am going insane
or they will make me insane.



Loneliness,
difficulty,
fear inside,
everything crosses you,
when the reality
visits you in
your
nightmare.