Life isn't a choice, it's something's that's given. But have you never received an unwanted gift? They're all such good friends, And I'm just ruining it! I shouldn't be here. They shouldn't know me. But it's my fault because they do, And they shouldn't, I'll ruin them! I'll ruin everything. I don't deserve them, I deserve to be in hell. I don't want to be here. It's all her fault, If it wasn't for her I wouldn't be here. Now and crying. I'd rather not be here. I shouldn't; I'm a sin, a mistake, a rejection from God above.