It's 3 pm, I was sleeping still Wondering what the hell is inside of them sleepin pills First things first, walk to my bar, grab a glass, and get it filled. Whiskey is the juice of sensations, I, Sit cross legged during meditation Contemplating the fate of a dying nation In my basement, my body, the temple, distasteful Falling apart like the homes of the Haitians. I'm faded. Trying to get straight answers from my family but they're all wasted Drinking together us the culmination of our communication. They say they wish I'd just ****** die. Fine. I'd rather hear a crooked truth than a linear lie **** em.