My favorite things in the world are of the earth and universe. Tulips and sunsets, stars, and pearls. Tiny ants in thier colonies, apes in the trees. The birds in the skies, the bees in the hives. The people and thier lives. I love the oceans. The land. The dirt, the rocks, the sand and sediments. The mountains, the canyons, The glorious fruits and harvest. The beasts that wander the plain. The raw emotions. The feeling of rain. Water falls and waves that crash. Geysers and volcanoes that explode. The plates that corrode. Tadpoles, and toads. But I love art, where we take apart things and make them new again. But in my heart I know that destruction and reconstruction are not creations but reductions of the majesty that is the tapestry of our home. Our strife stems from our preservation and elimination of life. Why do we build and destroy? Why do we seperate and divide. Why do we unite and create. Why do we love? Why do we hate? Why do we imagine great gods that manipulate our fates? Why do we engineer great and terrible machines? Why do we covet shiny things. I simply can not rise above it, my confusion of the complex curiosity of my life as I know it, our lives, life. Buy I know that my favorite things are of the earth and universe. I wish I could live in the woods again Then maybe I would understand all of our problems and all of our plans. Until then, I stress with unrest, how these men could mold and blend the societies to arm aristocracy against starving masses. My life is, our lives, are doomed to consume and be consumed. I am not sure how to accept the predatorial ecosystem of socioeconomic thriving and surviving. I feel left out with doubt that things are exactly as they ought to be in our so called democracy, and the powers that govern the boundaries created by man. I just feel so sad to be a part of this plan. I wouldn't choose to view the world from my subjective perspective. I would be free. I would not take as much as I have. I would plant seeds, and eat plants. Build my hut from leaves. Wait and see what nature brings. Do a rain dance. I Realize I am only at the mercy of gravity and the skies, the stars that collide.