Dec 2015
i have not ever loved in this capacity.
if only it could mean something-
anything
to you.
two years ago, alone,
quiet and meek and afraid
i would not have known the difference,
whether you were to stay or go
or whether i were to stay or go
now, in passing, i see your once-kind eyes
as non-newtonian oceans,
and you do not fear tomorrow without me
but my love, i can not face my tomorrow without you.
if only it could mean something-
anything
to you.
two years ago, alone,
quiet and meek and afraid
i would not have known the difference,
whether you were to stay or go
or whether i were to stay or go
now, in passing, i see your once-kind eyes
as non-newtonian oceans,
and you do not fear tomorrow without me
but my love, i can not face my tomorrow without you.
so it's been 2 years today. and it's funny. because we're the same. he doesn't even seem to care that i'll be gone soon. but the only reason i am hanging on to this place is because he is near me and i can't let him down. i can't just go away. because he is the light of the sun to me. and i just can't bear the thought of never seeing him again.
i think it would **** me.
"It just doesn't seem right to say goodbye."- Dean, Twist and Shout
i think it would **** me.
"It just doesn't seem right to say goodbye."- Dean, Twist and Shout
