I envy the day when she gets to be with you on the holidays and wake up to you in her bed.
When she will feel so happy in this awful world because she knows she has someone to love and to hold whenever she pleases.
The joys of spending the winter time with someone warm in body and soul.
The day when she gets proposed to by you and you make her the happiest woman in the galaxies.
I envy her quiet time with you and your sweet prayers to God thanking him for her and praying to be the man she so much deserves.
I envy that she gets to have you as a best friend and call you when she is having a bad day.
I envy the intimacy that will be incomparable to anything she's ever known because it came from heavenly places.
I envy her because she already knows you and I cannot wait to meet him.

-Past Her