Lord,
I feel like you have not been understanding
I feel like the window of worth has been staged
The bullets are flying from all the unexpected directions
Even from my own
I feel like I have lost everything
And yet I have to come to you to recover it
I have drowned
And yet there is breath within my chest
I cant let go and yet your hand of strength seem to have faded away
I feel abandoned for the right reasons
And yet I still stretch out for mercy
Lift me me one more time