nothing but a fairly tale. i live through half my life in denial, and the other half hopelessly dreaming. half my life is this crystal clear reality, hits me like a freight train, every morning that i wake. and the other floats above me, like something that could be, or should've been. you were a fairytale, you ran from my arms. but it's alright darling, i hear you laugh once in a while, i see you smile. i see you're doing well, and that's all i want. you're doing well, without me.