I dream about them all the time
Constantly
Every night
I am in their arms
Like old times
Under blankets
They pull me in closer
And
I feel their warmth against me
They feel so nice
And I want to stay there forever
I want to stay asleep forever
I don’t want them to leave me again
Then
I wake up
And they are gone
Just like that
I am pushed back into reality
Where they are in love with somebody else.
I wonder if I could just
sleep forever
I am torn between
Staying alive
Just so I can see them loving someone else
every
*******
day
Or
dying.
So I could sleep forever
And stay content
Because in my dreams they’re with me
And that’s all I want
and the nights I can’t sleep
Are the worst
Because I don’t want to wait
Any longer to see them again
And I never want to leave my bed
In my dreams
They still love me
And oh god
how their tongue dances
Near my mouth
And now their hands
Fit perfectly with mine