Everytime I try to write  about you something stops me
I think I know why now, you broke my heart beautiful
I was never in love with you so how, how does that make sense?
I loved our friendship
We had the strongest bond
So alike that somehow we felt like opposites
I regret our first kiss, and that text
I also regret lying to you
I wasn't ready
but don't worry
I still have love for you
There are days like these when I can't help but wish that I was in your room watching movies and talking about our parents
You 13 and me 14
I doubt that we will ever be how we were
Things are so different now and sometimes that hurts
You were the bestest friend, literally my shoulder to cry on,  and it makes sense as to why we thought that it would be okay to try dating
And yes I do, I do regret our first kiss, and that text
Just how I regret lying to you
Because I was not ready
And you definitely don't need to worry I will always have love for you beautiful
-S.A.M.M