Fracture noun the  breaking of an object into pieces
When a glass shatters, it fractures
Even when it is put back together again
It will never be as it was
So when you tell me you're leaving me for another
I fractured
My heart fractured,
my blood froze, my mind stopped, my world held its breath.
Then it came crashing down
Drowning me in memories of those times when I thought I mattered
When I truly believed you loved me
I died in that moment, broken into millions of Shards.
Months flashed by after that,
Holding myself together with some cheap glue,
feeling like collapsing from the thought of you.
But one morning, you came back
my mind almost didn't have time to react
I was excited...but I knew
in that moment, I knew what happened to me.
I was not hastily remade, I was not a hollow shell
Left to suffer in hell:
I was rebuilt
I knew better than before
So when you crawl back to me,
Telling me you need me at your side
I know you need me
The thing is... I don't need you