I have a bottle in my hand and my heart in the other.. Ripped out of my chest I begin to undress. Why do I still love you? Every lie you put me through. I still love you. My head is getting dizzy as the memory of you clouds me. The way you would kiss me ever so gently. I place the bottle on my cheek. Laying in this tub with the water running up my thighs. I love you and your lies. Over a year and it's gone. Just like this bottle. I wanna sing you a song. About how you hurt me and make me feel bad.. Like I'm the one lying and I'm the one that doesn't try. You make me want to end my ******* life.