just let me inside your mind
where I will try so hard to find
what hurt you
you changed a lot
something you won't admit to
things change, ripe with pain
from heartbreaks to days full of clouds and rain
hopping from puddle to puddle
splashing, smashing any hopes for my future
trying to remember life before me and you
these puddles muddle my memory
a history so explicitly a part of me
pools of water, puddles, turn to mirrors
inside your heart's interior
the cause of your pain, the rain on your parade
it was me
I was so set on trying to open your mind
looking for reasons
so blind this whole time
I committed a crime, judged by you who are so divine to me
I though I had built you a shrine
"Let me in" I shouted to you
but this place was all too familiar
I'd been here before
and I don't deserve to ever go back