We kissed, Well she did rather I just ate her tongue Out with an rotten appetite. Not feeling turned on Not hearing the song Just responding Answering back My **** in my pocket My heart in my back. I didn't connect. She did. I like her. But my friend called her fat So I feel like I shouldn't Though deep inside I don't Give a flying **** Not because I don't care But because it doesn't matter She freaking likes me **** how rare And I'm here saying no To what I need and want Basically she is awesome inside And awesome out Out of her sticky brown eyes I can't get out. She would still have me: She accepts my stupidity and lack of faith in myself. But do I really want it Can the pain be dealt?
I did the right thing though I feel good to have cut it off quite correctly Because there's another To which I promised something So I'm acting correctly really.
Don't want to loose her as a friend College is lonely as it is I want her to feel my pain So she understands more And so she won't put a cross on me Because I need more time Because she is really sweet
I'm posting this just cause i never read my drafts. I don't consider it a great work it just helps me get **** out