My legs are growing ~weary~ walking with these boulders.on.my.chest,... have to focus on each ^bre{inoutinout}ath^ while I'm spinning to ¤de¤ci¤pher,... be\tween the right/and\wrong ....and the [s p a c e ] in be-tween,...
I know I fell for you,...but that's no reason to》hold》 it 》against me,... even when I held 《you《against 《me,... it was always the words... and the s/h/a/r/i/n/g that matter most,...and I just... wAnt...thAt...AgAin,...
Let's <carve> out a space that is... just//ours ... to share,... it doesn't have to be what anyone... ... e.x.p.e.c.t.s,... But the gap_ that's been >>>left>>>>>> ... by the words-and-wants-we-shared is a vastness that's haunting,...
...it just feels so... ₩rong...
& i don't want to be heavy but I'm on.my.knees.now,.. for some words//letters//sounds,... to make ~sense~ of the beauty we,...just,... left,.... , ......ontheground