I met a monk on my way told him that renouncing the world was like going back to the period before civilization. Becoming a monk was an useless act and try to live on other efforts getting feed by the village I hate to be a monk.. He said, " Is it's so… " Few years went, met the same monk grumbled about the life. After entering civilization man has start carrying anger, greed, jealous, suppression, depression etc..etc.. These are the CROSS man has to carry when he live inside civilization I hate to be a common man going to get initiated as monk in near future Monk listened carefully and said, " Is it's so… "