Dec 2015
I don't like this feeling of falling in love
I like it better when I'm in control
When I have more of a choice
It'***** me hard
The knowledge which comes with falling
See I get so*
insecure
Blame my last few relationships
I was let down put down & lied to
I was dumbfounded and stuck right there
I allowed myself to be
beaten abused misused and cheated on
over & more over again
I don't even know why it's called falling in
when it seems more like getting stuck
Shocked out of reality
well that's the way it seems for me
I don't like this feeling of falling in love
I like it more when we're in the 1st stages of friendship
When we're both still a mystery
When You don't know me
Seems those beginning stages are
less complicated
*I like how it feels to wait
To anticipate our first kiss
or our the very first hug
I like it best when we date and everything's
up for grabs
Nothing's really mentioned
nor are we even truly serious
Things just flow and we're not rushing to be
hurt
I like it when we act like children well more like teens
We talk constantly and there's no reasons to fight
No dictatorship
No consequences for our actions
No one to ever answer to because there isn't any rules
Well there are a few mainly
RESPECT & do to others
as You'd wish them to do to YOU
*Beside this there too many rules
No real reasons to be jealous or worry about a things
Come & go as we please
You have your home & I have mines
No worrying over whose to do what
See this is why
I don't like this feeling of falling in love
(It Changes People)
*Copyright ©
Ayeshah K.C.L.N 1977-Present
All right reserved
I like it better when I'm in control
When I have more of a choice
It'***** me hard
The knowledge which comes with falling
See I get so*
insecure
Blame my last few relationships
I was let down put down & lied to
I was dumbfounded and stuck right there
I allowed myself to be
beaten abused misused and cheated on
over & more over again
I don't even know why it's called falling in
when it seems more like getting stuck
Shocked out of reality
well that's the way it seems for me
I don't like this feeling of falling in love
I like it more when we're in the 1st stages of friendship
When we're both still a mystery
When You don't know me
Seems those beginning stages are
less complicated
*I like how it feels to wait
To anticipate our first kiss
or our the very first hug
I like it best when we date and everything's
up for grabs
Nothing's really mentioned
nor are we even truly serious
Things just flow and we're not rushing to be
hurt
I like it when we act like children well more like teens
We talk constantly and there's no reasons to fight
No dictatorship
No consequences for our actions
No one to ever answer to because there isn't any rules
Well there are a few mainly
RESPECT & do to others
as You'd wish them to do to YOU
*Beside this there too many rules
No real reasons to be jealous or worry about a things
Come & go as we please
You have your home & I have mines
No worrying over whose to do what
See this is why
I don't like this feeling of falling in love
(It Changes People)
*Copyright ©
Ayeshah K.C.L.N 1977-Present
All right reserved
I noticed long ago from life & past relationships etc, people get used to each other , we fail one another by forgetting to date each other and give to each other everything we have, not to gain anything beside maybe a smile a laugh or something positive like this, I know for me I continue to date whomever I'm with but seems they get bored things then become mundane and very mediocre then there is the cheating abuse and so many other problems, guess i know how to pick em huh lol Could very well be me too, but long story short its best never to forget we all are replaceable and we all must put in the work to keep the person we wish top have FOREVER! Deaths only thing that's for certain!
