Day by day, season by season, I can't begin to count the reasons. Why can't I make it on my own? Why did you destroy me the way you did? Why am I still left wondering? It hit me hard. You were a lesson. But you showed me how blissful love can be. And here I am still left searching for a new flame. Will I ever find a love as deep as ours once was? Or will I be left wandering alone with a heavy heart and high hopes? I guess I'll never know. I just hope you haven't lost your spark as I continue searching for the one that you put out.