Started lifting weights again Started writing without meaning Regurgitating days in the cyber escape For if you work really hard you will succeed Parallel by memories of Santiago Montana New Mexico and the places I havent been to yet These days Languid blurs frolicking through hallways Opening closing doors Half assing entrances My addictive traits extinguished years ago I remember one jovial night when in a stupor she said You should learn to channel your anger to accomplish great things But it was never something I wanted to live with