I've followed you
still eyes, years, captivated and lost,
all for you
glancing up to the glaicers in the sky
bloated, full and passing
asking
" Where are you going?"
rain is washing you away
I'm the runner
following you down inside the dirt
from which you grew
tempting in your branch hands
you wanted me
the slightest movement:
I'm yours
longing underneath my fingernails
heart stretched like a sail,
deep breaths push me forward
chasing you
inching
closer to you
but you started to tred the earth before I knew where it was you formed yourself
covered in ice
before you met your first early morning cigarette, dressed in baby blue sky
long before you reconsiled with absent nights and blood cells
or night walks envisioning a flame too hot to touch
and there I was,
past years, past knowingness of nights and days, staring at the face of the moon
you
one glance, one presence, one feeling
gravity
placing me ten thousand steps behind to love you
following your every direction
moving with winds that carried you all around
closing my eyes to dream your next step
hoping
it was torward me
but it wasn't
and here we are
another winter coming
and soon another passing
and all I've had to say all these cycles of seasons,
"I will love you"
and all you had was another footstep
another mark inside me
enclosing me