my body feels weak
tired
and ill
it is betrayal incarnate
i cannot stand to see it
i wish i would disappear
that it would fail me
so my anger
wouldn't be misplaced
but i am more than a body
blood and bone
skin and sinew
i am an infinite soul
and there is a light inside me
which sickness cannot dim
the divine heritage
i have been blessed with
will be my saving grace
and one day
i will once again
be whole