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Nov 2015
It's funny.
You knew how ****** up my past was. You knew how much I had been hurt before.

I thought that would've stopped you.

I thought you would have had some sympathy.

I thought I was ****** up before you.

I don't think I knew what ****** up was.

You said you enjoy people's pain? Well you'll get a kick out of this:

My brother told me that he loved me and I literally flinched. My first reaction was to ask why he was lying to me. I went on a date and the guy grabbed my hand. I was physically shaking. I couldn't help but remember when your hand was the only one my knew.  Knowing that you slept with her on the days you couldn't make it to me, kills me inside. I thought you had chosen me, but apparently I was just someone to waste your time.

One day someone is going to come around and you won't play games with her. You'll fall for her, and she's gonna ******* up. Bad.

One day you'll experience loss.
And hopping into bed with the next  girl who will put out, won't conceal your pain.

Soon you'll learn.
One day you'll realize.

I just hope for your sake that you find a way to deal with the pain.

But don't come back to me when you need someone to numb your pain.

Don't come back, ever.

You walked away.
And frankly, I don't want you back.
Written 11.29.15
Em
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Em  Lost Vegas, Nevada
(Lost Vegas, Nevada)   
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