EVER SINCE YOU LEFT ME THERE'S BEEN THIS CONSTANT  STABBING PAIN IN MY CHEST AND I'M LEFT CLUELESS OF RIDDING IT.  
I WAS TOO IN LOVE WITH YOU TO REALIZE YOUR PLACING OF KNIVES IN TO MY HEART. AS I FELL DEEPER INTO YOUR TRANS YOU INSERTED THEM FURTHER INTO THE DEPTHS OF MY HEART.
THIS PAIN WAS OBLIVIOUS TO ME UNTIL YOU LEFT, YOU ARE MY DRUG AND I HAVE AN ADDICTION.
THE ONE THING I FEEL I NEED I CAN'T HAVE.  I WOULD DO SO MANY THINGS TO GET ONE LAST TASTE OF WHAT I HAD.
NOW ALL I HAVE LEFT ARE THE BRUISES YOU LEFT DOWN MY NECK AND UPPER CHEST.  YET OVERTIME THESE MARKS WILL ABANDON MY SKIN AS IF NOTHING WAS THERE NOR EVER HAPPENED.
WHAT ONCE WAS A SENSE OF PLEASURE NOW BRINGS ME DISCOMFORT AS TO WHAT I'VE LOVED AND WHAT IV'E LOST.
I GAVE YOU MY ALL BUT THAT WAS NEVER ******* GOOD ENOUGH.
ALL I AM NOW IS A LIFELESS BODY LEFT OF BRUISES AND BATTLE WOUNDS.  THINGS FEEL AS IF THEY'LL NEVER HEAL BECAUSE YOU ARE MY CURE YET GONE.
DAY BY DAY YOU STRENGTHEN AND LIVE YOUR LIFE OBLIVIOUS THAT EACH OF THESE DAYS I BREAK AND BLEED A LITTLE MORE.
THOSE KNIVES YOU LEFT  MAINTAIN THEIR PLACE IN MY HEART AND AGGRAVATE MY WOUNDS AS TIME GOES BY.  I COULD TAKE THEM OUT AND LET MYSELF HEAL BUT ITS ALL I HAVE LEFT OF YOU AND I'VE ALREADY LOST ENOUGH.
SOMETIMES THE PAIN IS WORTH IT AND LOVING YOU WAS THE BEST PAIN I'VE EVER FELT.