I am afraid
To close my eyes
And go back into
The darkness,
I am not the same anymore,
I fear what others don't,
My dreams
They are the darkest,
Coldest place that I know
That I can never go back  to
But I have to,
I can't keep my eyes open
Forever
Maybe its okay
Maybe tonight
Will be better
Then the last
I might just find my
Happiness
Within the dark.

~Katt