I can't shake these dreams that wake me with salt in my mouth and puddles on his chest I wouldn't stray far enough into the dark to call them nightmares I won't dare call them out by name I'll go deep enough to whisper that they make embers glow again but I'll close my eyes before I scream at the moon or the corpses I'm lying next to I'll wander hesitantly through the dates again but I won't admit that my mind might as well be buried with them Am I in my head or in the coffin Maybe the one I used to sleep on remains unmarked only because it's waiting for me to finally get some rest Or maybe I just need to hold my peace I guess