F-for acting like a surgeon,
operating on a heart you did not break,
For showing up at the wrong times in my life,
and being the glue that brought all the pieces together.

R- remembering the times I let my demons
get the best of me,
When I removed my dragon from its leash,
left it to obliterate everything on its way,
Although you were a victim,
You still remained my angel in disguise.

I-it takes betrayal to know what loyalty is
It takes great darkness to finally know the light,
when you see it
It takes having to trust the wrong people,
To realise the ones who were honest from the start.

E-everything happens for a reason I've been told,
Things fall apart so great things can be built,
Enemies are our 'best friends'
But that is not always the case.

N-no word in a dictionary is ever good enough
for a poet,
To describe that which makes them happy,
And no weapon fashioned against one will ever,
Prosper.

D-dictionaries have their own meanings,
People have also come up with theirs,
But if anyone is to ask me the meaning of friend,
I'll probably smile and say,
"Tanaka".

#I'd say you are my flashlight as well but,
You are the stars in the dark sky of my life.