My life flashed before my eyes
That's when I knew it was full of lies.
So many people come and go
Pulling my heart strings to and fro.
People think of it as a game
To make my life so full of pain.
All the tears and blood I've let leek
All because I've been dubbed a freak.
Even the one that claimed he loved me left
Breaking what was left of the heart in my chest.
A mother who lectures me
When all I want is to be set free.
One day I almost died
No one but me sat down and cried.
It made me wonder if I should of let go
At that moment the depression decided to show.
I wish to be numb
But I know that feeling is never going to come.
Why can't people care
Life just isn't fair.
It was so painful, I wish I never had to see
My life, flash before me.