In a world just on the otherside
Are shadows in the light
Whispering screams into the upside down sky
Where fire is cold and water flies
A dream where life ends but you can never die
Feb 2, 2024
Feb 2, 2024 at 2:38 AM UTC
To go so far
And turn around
To take a step forward
And take two steps back
Ambition lost
Courage faltering
And you...
You just keep going
Leaving me reaching and falling short
Feb 2, 2024
Feb 2, 2024 at 2:35 AM UTC
There is sorrow deep inside of me
So deep inside
I can feel it but can not draw it out
I ache to shed a tear
But the ache is not enough
My eyes refuse to shed my hidden sorrow
There is no relief
My very soul is lost in the depth of it
My sorrow is corrupting me
How much longer must I suffer
Wishing for help in my darkness
I'm not sure how much time I have left
Dec 7, 2023
Dec 7, 2023 at 2:29 AM UTC
Laying down on a clump of moss
Body shuddering with the feeling of loss
Two feet away the grave your visiting
You rub your chest against the heartbreak bubbling
Unsure how long you can endure
When all you want is some closure
In the end you get up and leave
You'll try again when your sure you wont heave
Sep 8, 2021
Sep 8, 2021 at 3:21 AM UTC
How long is a moment in a lifetime?
Will time heal what it helped destroy?
Can a heart beat count the scars on a beaten soul?
Where do the lost wander to when they can't see where their going?
Sep 8, 2021
Sep 8, 2021 at 2:30 AM UTC
To feel lost in time is like waking up to nothingness
Numbness and pain fighting for dominance
Being awake but wishing for sleep
Life and death merging into one
Finding yourself being ripped in half but a thread holding the pieces together
Not knowing how to continue and yet walking forwards anyways
Wanting to disappear and yet still existing
Sep 8, 2021
Sep 8, 2021 at 2:25 AM UTC
I lay down
I'm tired again
I stare blankly
I'm floating again
I tear up
I'm panicking again
I don't feel anymore
Am I in reality?
Nov 3, 2020
Nov 3, 2020 at 8:55 PM UTC
It's raining again
I want to go for a walk
With the sky crying
And the world strangely quiet
I'm alone again
The silence is killer
The rain echoes
I feel detached
No one around
My heart hammers anyway
Like a hummingbird in my chest
The feeling a mimic to the rain
It's raining again
And I want to go for a walk
All by myself
To keep the anxiety away
Oct 29, 2020
Oct 29, 2020 at 12:23 PM UTC
Respect is not something you give
Even when respect is all that I give
You don't believe in me that I can do it
But I want to show you that I can do it
And you tell me to get off my high horse
But you don't see that i'm going at it at full force
All I want is for you to see me
And all you want is to be better than me
Please see me for who I am
Please show me that you give a ****
Oct 9, 2020
Oct 9, 2020 at 5:36 AM UTC
The stars shine bright in the night sky
A cold wind blows gently through the air
Not a sound to be heard from the sleeping houses
A quiet walk of tranquility in the empty night
Is what is needed to keep me sane
Sep 20, 2020
Sep 20, 2020 at 12:06 AM UTC