You've been wrong before, silly girl ,

you've been here before foolish little heart,

why torment yourself this way,

why keep pretending the next will be different?

I'd like the chance of rediscovering who we are

and what I mean t you

Or what you might mean to me

whom ever YOU maybe


I'd open up even thou

I'm sorta sure you'll reject me

find fault

since I'm mentally ill


I've got some prerequisites:

Be able to communicate

Listen as well

Massage me when I'm in pain even when I'm not

Pay close attention to me

Hold and touch me

Stay faithful devoted loving and kind

Never hit me or my kids

Always be a provider

Show you care
because
I'm very sensitive

Don't pick on me

Even if we argue never cheat

Share only your problems with me


so
WE can fix us and work it out

Be loyal to me

there are so many more but this is at least a start

I'd do the same and so much more

I have so much to offer even though I'm broken

No I'll not need you to fix me

I have to do that myself and I'm working on it

Just stand by me as I heal

and allow me to take comfort in us and what we're building

Your support is so important and you matter just as I do


These things
I'd say to him if ever he comes along

but

You've been wrong before, silly girl ,

you've been here before too my foolish little heart,

why torment yourself this way,


*Why keep pretending the next will be different?


Well because........

I'd like the chance of
Rediscovering
that love thing everyone else but me has obtained*

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