delaying
until the time is perfect
its not worth investing now
until all is Done up right

stalling
because the Task is too Large
I need to make sure I grasp
all that IT entails

Time
skipping around me, mocking
as I lay here waiting
while my skin turns to dust

silence
yet my mind's still entertaining
options that keep appearing
as Ladders lacking rungs

uncertain
to Which do I Commit
for once my name is Signed
I cannot look back

rumbling
my stomach is caught in the middle
there's a tug of war in my head
And I look away Again

emptiness
until I choose to decide
the path that only becomes clearer
as it moves further away

heavy
the feeling on my chest
as I close my eyes and ponder
Where do I go from here

bursting
this dam inside me Rocking
irresolution tears the fabric
of my responsibility

Conviction
the key that halts the turmoil
as the dust around me settles
and I Rise unchained, Free