I Promise this is the last time I Promise this trash bag isn't filed with empty beer cans and I Promise this stain on my sheets is something healing like apple juice.
I Promise I woke up before noon today I Promise I wasn't awake waiting wanting to hear from you I Promise I am not writing about you again.
I Promise today I woke up stronger than when fell asleep I Promise today the sun reminded me of a safe place and not of the sun we sat under when you said "this isn't the same anymore" I Promise today I am getting better.
I Promise you I am trying I Promise you your name doesn't taste like vinegar I Promise you weren't the only reason I was breathing.
I Promise my parents didn't pay for bail for a drunk and disorderly I Promise my eyes don't feel like Velcro stuck together when I shut them I Promise these words are sincere.
I Promise there aren't pins and needles sewing me together I Promise there is time left for me I Promise there is love in my heart and I remember what that feels like.
I Promise.
But when you said "I Promise" I Promise you were lying. If you meant what you said Then these promises would be true, But they're not.