Lost in the glitz and glamour of life
I often crave for the simplicity and serenity of death
At times life gets so unbearable
And i wish i was struck by amnesia
And this was all a fading memory
The pain refuses to subside
The chaos of life just gets to me
The burden of expectations is tightening it's noose around my neck
And each and every day i can feel myself falling into an abyss of despair
All my dreams have lost their way
My lover has long gone away
I'm lost
I'm confused
No one cares about me
Hope seems to have deserted me
My life is nothing more than a forced mechanical process now
And so everyday i crave for death
I've been begging him to take me in his world
I've been requesting him to give me just that one hug
And i'm pretty sure that one of these days he will answer in the affirmative
And end my pain once and for all