And it's all the same. Year after year, just barely getting by. Why does it have to be this way? I just wish everything was okay. Maybe i'm too caught up in the fantasy, That people can truly be happy. Is it too late for me? What's left for me? All i see are menacing faces and lost friends. Why the **** can't i just be okay and make amends. This is tearing me apart. I can't feel one mood for longer than a few minutes. Why won't my mind stop racing? Oh dear god i need a change of scenery.