Hot coffee, foamy and bitter Scalds my tongue but I drink anyway The clouds are low around my mountains Trees are orange and red and Nearly barren My cheeks are cold and pink And my fingertips trace the frost that's Gathered on my window I feel like the earth is preparing For the change that is winter And I am ready For the rest that will come with The first real snow fall And the healing that happens underneath For the reawakening that will occur When the frost thaws And my heart can finally beat Without that ache That has plagued me for far too long With a quiet sigh And eyes half shut I will allow this period of rest And recovery And soothe my weary heart in The balm of forgiveness