Is this what you wanted? To see my wrists splitting open to show a ****** smile? To see my eyes become red as another tear sheds. Does it make you feel powerful? To see me cower in the corner in a fetal position? To see my body become numb & cold How does it make you feel? To see me become a shell of my former self? To see me question every single advance. I need to leave. I have to leave. I will leave.. Soon.. I'll change.. I promise..