I wish I could trust people. I really, truly do. The nicest people have the nicest voices the nicest souls. They comfort me. I wish I could trust them. Let my guard down for once. I shouldn't even have a guard. I'd like to say my life is nice. A nice life, with no reason to keep myself guarded. If I can't feel safe, is it still nice? If my guard won't come down... Why? Why can't I trust someone? Why do I keep my guard up? Why? Is there a reason my guard doesn't fall? They say behind the nicest smiles are the cruelest intentions.