up and down
down and up and up and up again

melting laughter pouring all over your limbs like syrup,
circling around your pierced *******

and up and down again
down down down till i lose my head and everything from inside me

crave you crave your touch just put your hands on the sides of my face and kiss me
kiss my forehead,
the salty sweat of the sunken line down my back
touch touch touch me till i come alive with you pushed all the way inside of me

and down
climb up
switch reverse
pant
bite

outside the rain is hitting the glass
jealousy
mellowed out lamp light reflecting from every glistening drop
inside and out

two papers sitting a while away
clicking and rustling every time you breathe
dry like dead flowers or leaves or regrets
wholesome candles standing tall as pillars on the moon
white pregnant crystal

there is no me or you anyway
no my yours theirs hers
just us right now
until our locked legs uncombine and fall away like solidified jello
ugly again, tainted again
when nothing matters now

breathe
**** in the fire light till your body ignites and wax pours out from your membrane
scream and fall away until your particles are mixed with mine
in the juices on my bed

i wish nothing ever mattered